New Year, New View

It's a pretty standard understanding (well, it seems to me) that ministers are often preaching to themselves. The things they have to say come as much from their own experience and where they are at any moment as they do from the experience of the congregation. Probably more so, in fact.

So I've been thinking a lot this week about last Sunday's sermon when I saw in the story of Simeon and Anna an example for us as we enter the new year--watching not for what we're doing (or have done or will do) but what God is doing.

As I look ahead at this year, I think it will be a big one for me both personally and professionally. My first full year as a wife, Chris and I both with new opportunities and challenges in our work, etc. And I have to admit that already this year (yes, in two and a half days!) I've had moments where it's stuck me just how major all these things are. And I doubt my ability to make it all work out. Which is, I think, precisely as it should be.

This year, like every year, isn't really about what I'll be up to, but what God will do in and through me. So my only resolution this year, I think, will be to work on really orienting my focus, view and expectations to what God is and will do...and I know I won't be disappointed!

Of course, like everyone else, I want to eat less, exercise more, and make sure to cherish each moments...but I think I'm going to need God's help and lead there as well!